Facing uncertainty can make us feel, well, uncertain!
I remember in 2006 when I was being wheeled into the operating room for emergency open heart surgery.
The two most important arteries in my heart were blocked 95% right at their junction point.
The doctor wa nervous about the operation, knowing there was chance for failure.
However, I was meditating on Psalm 23, “The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want….
though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.”
Then this thought came to my mind: “This is a win-win situation!
If I die I go to be with the Lord; if I live, I get to stay with my family!”
I had no anxiety, no fear, just a deep, quiet, happy peace, a gift of God delivered through faith.
Tomorrow i face another, less serious heart procedure: the insertion of a filter in my heart
to prevent clots from my A-fib condition going to my brain, causing a stroke.
There is always the dhance of something going wrong,
But “The Lord is my Shepherd!” Again I can relax in His care.
Knowing all is in His hands, whether it be death or life,
and His gifts come: peace, joy, rest.